Fear

I'm so afraid of life
Everything that I encounter
Brings fear to my heart
Won't anyone help me!?
Won't anyone see?
Their actions and words
Bring fear to my heart

Please, please
I beg you
Please let me end my agony
I'm not like you
I'm not normal
I'm not emo
I'm not popular

I'm a pure loner
There is no pack for me to run with
There is no group that I can call my own
Nowhere
Nowhere am I safe
Nowhere am I at peace
Nowhere do I belong

Nowhere…

I have friends
I have family
I know they love me
I know they care
But they don't know what I go through
What I experience
They can't understand it

Only one man do I trust
One who I tell my secrets
To him I cling
But only tentatively
Only as much as I dare
He's a mentor
A protector
To him I can turn

But for how long?
How long can I be comforted
By his words and his counsel
Before my fear takes over
And drives me from him too?

Please let me die
Please let me go
Before that happens

Please
Please
Please


Let me die………